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Winston Zhang
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Saturday, March 07, 2009
20:20:00
In a mood that can only be described as 'smouldering' now.
Work is bad enough in itself, in the way it just drains me of all my energy, and it was worse than usual today cos I got a headache. It's fucking impossible to work with a headache, especially in an environment that mostly leaves one feeling incredibly restless. The last 3-4 hours of work was torture.
The bus home was hell crowded, but that's to be expected at 7, 8-something on a Saturday evening. What really got my fucking goat was the people on board. Dicks who don't know how to move to the back of the bus when the space appears. There was this woman who was content with parking her fat ass near the entrance and only showed signs of moving when a seat freed up. Just as well the seat got taken before she got there, the fucking lard-bucket. What's worse though, was the fact that she went back to her original, space-filling position. In a bus that crowded, that's just plain selfish (and that's a severe understatement).
Also another couple of ladies who liked to move back and forth in this, I repeat again, FUCKING CROWDED BUS. For fuck's sake, DON'T MOVE UNLESS YOU HAVE TO.
ALSO, a young couple who looked like the world owes them everything, standing at the entrance and just plain refusing to move further in. Your typical couple of the modern times; the kind that leaves you wondering just what the fuck either party sees in each other, your typical ah lian-ish girl with a guy who doesn't look like he's got any substance at all. You know what I think, I think they probably got together cos both were desperate for a relationship.
I see such people and I just lose faith in humanity all over again. That makes about 5 times now I've lost faith. This world is fucked, so long as such people exist.
I've read The Watchmen (the graphic novel), and although the ultimate solution seems extreme, somehow, you just feel that that's probably the ONLY solution. I'm not going to elaborate on the book (it's awesome though), but yeah.
It's never the ideologies, the technology or the concepts that fuck this world up. It's always the people who fuck it up. We're fucked cos of ourselves. That's how ri-fucking-diculous this world is.
I apologize for the insane number of F-bombs in this post, but you try going through what I did today without swearing. You'd explode from the effort, I guarantee you that.