Thursday, December 04, 2008
22:11:00
Well, just the one paper left then.I'm feeling somewhat 'lighter' now than I was at the start of the week, mainly cos I've more or less (though not completely) managed to see through the fog covering my eyes. For a while, all I could think about was the MSTs. There was nothing (well... almost nothing) besides tests in my mind's eye. It's amazing how narrow-minded I allowed myself to become.For a time, I could not see past these five days. For a time, it felt like these five days would make or break me. Of course, things aren't as serious as that, although they do have their share of importance.Even when I'm done with these tests though, there are still things on my mind. Things which are beautiful yet very uncertain at the same time. I won't be heading off to Shanghai 'under a cloud', per se, but I'll still have things on my mind during the trip.Hopefully the trip will give me what I need... An escape from life, for a little while at least. I'm gonna be bringing at least a notepad or something, to pour my thoughts into. Also, during the last MOB lesson last Friday, I, with a little help from Vish, came up with a new superhero. I know it sounds really childish and so on, but I'm gonna see if I can make something of this character. It won't be generic, that's for sure.I'm gonna see if I can actually make something of my English capabilities. The only times I've ever really used them were when I had to for compositions in school before. Of course, no such opportunities exist now, so I'm further starved of chances to express myself. That's one of my main reasons for having a blog at any rate. But it can only help so much... I need more outlets.Well, just an hour's worth of test left. I have a feeling I'm underestimating Econs. But, well, I've gone through all my tutorials as well as the notes, and I'm quite comfortable with most things. I just hope this isn't misplaced confidence.Here we go then.