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Winston Zhang
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
19:00:00
My laptop crashed on me.
That pisses me off in so many ways I can't even count them, but the saddest thing of the whole situation is that I think it triggered off a chain reaction. Everything that had/has been bothering me in recent times suddenly reared their heads all at once and now I feel so shitty again.
So. Goddamn. Fatigued. I don't just need a good night's rest, I need a whole fucking holiday. I've been running on empty for so long now it's amazing that I'm still functioning properly.
I really need to be able to sleep for however long I want, everyday, with no repercussions. I really need to be able to play WoW the whole day, everyday, with no repercussions. I really need to be able to lie down on the sofa in the living room and watch HBO movie after HBO movie without any repercussions. I want to be able to have a carefree life, for awhile at least.
School's running me into the ground, slowly but very surely. Exams coming up too, so that adds to the shitty feeling.
I need a girl. To talk to, nothing else. Sounds odd, I know, but really that's one of the things I need now. Girls provide viewpoints and words that are very different from guys' opinions, and sometimes those different viewpoints hit the nail on the head. I need that now.
I also need one more thing. It's an intangible thing; non-physical in nature. But that's a private matter so I won't be talking about it.