I think some of my friends do wonder why I like rock music so much, and more towards the hard rock side at that too. in case you guys didn't know, above all else, i like the kind of rock played by bands who are driven by the 'Sex, Drugs and Rock N' Roll' philosophy.

i know it sounds weird for me to have a borderline idolism (is there such a word? heh) of such a philosophy, it being obviously not-really-on-the-right-track, in terms of how we should live our lives and our morals and ethics and etc. but i don't know, i'm just attracted to this style of music, one of extreme decadence (in terms of how the band members go about their personal lives) and potential (and extreme) volatility [as is (or was, heh) the case with Guns N' Roses]. i think it's just the whole feel of it.

music such as this also shapes how i am, somewhat. for example, i used to be really frightened about how i play in band practices, to the extent of tensing up and screwing up as a result. ever since getting into this kind of music, however, that feeling has slowly faded away, and an attitude of 'i'll do my best, but fuck if i'll ever let my performance drop due to fear' has taken its place. haha, i don't know, but that sounds pretty good, don't it? haha. now i just gotta get my own skills up then we'll talk about other things, but at least my attitude is without fault, as far as this is concerned.

well, guess i just felt the need to post something like this, for some reason. inspiration for my posts come at all sorts of weird times. hahah, i embrace such unpredictability though. unique little me. hahaha. alright mates, i'm off. enjoy the vid, see what i mean in what i said in the previous few paragraphs.

Anonyman!

ps. if the phrasing of a few sentences, or even the whole post for that matter, sounds weird, i'm sorry, but it is already 11pm and i've had a pretty long day. my brain's swtiched half-off already, haha. cheers mateys!