Friday, September 24, 2010
22:59:00
The immediate reaction was horrifying, to me.
Am I a bigot? Have I let this become bigger than it is? Am I subconsciously putting myself into a position to be a martyr?
This is inexcusable behaviour. It would be a real body blow to find out I've been championing a wrong cause, and not for the first time either.
Christ, do I hate myself.
I am intolerable and insufferable. I need a complete rewiring.
Unacceptable. Completely UNACCEPTABLE.
UNACCEPTABLE.