Monday, November 17, 2008
21:44:00
Why do I feel like this?It doesn't make sense. Almost none of this is supposed to affect me at all. And even the small little bit that is, shouldn't be affecting me this much.So, once again, I question myself.What is this about?Is it just me having 'too kind' a soul?I know that sounds extremely godawful cheesy, but I'm speaking seriously here.Is it that? I'm, underneath it all, really that kind?So much so I can't bear to see people getting punished/tortured when they don't deserve it at all? Even when they're not even all that close?That's fucking insane, I'm not like that. Or am I, and I just don't know it?Maybe it's just an overload of such things in such a small space of time.Cruelty... cannot and should not be tolerated. And yet it goes on in this world.Do they really have good intentions behind their harsh actions? Or is it backlash, themselves seeking 'revenge' for their own grievances? A mixture of both, perhaps? I will never understand.I've been brought up on values of kindness, of doing to people what you want done unto you, regardless of age, sex, religion or whatever. Maybe that's not the case in other places. And if it isn't, that's just plain cruel.In my heart, I weep for the ones who have been done wrong. In most cases they don't deserve it.I lost faith in humanity quite some time ago. And hearing and reading of these things has made me somehow manage to lose faith once more.This is insane, and unfair.---------------------------------------I don't even know how to really continue. This post isn't even coherent because my thoughts and feeling are too jumbled up right now to really put things in order. Besides, it's a pretty touchy thing so I don't think it's wise to go into details just like that.It might just all be over-dramatization on the part of the victims, I don't know. But either way, this isn't right.Someone help me out here, I'm lost and confused.