Sunday, November 02, 2008
12:14:00
We've hit the weekend but my depressed emotions persist still. I really don't know what will help me out of this rut, seriously. I thought getting to the carefree weekend would relieve the pressure, but apparently that hasn't happened.But for all of this crap, at least the football has been kind to me. An exciting United win, 4-3 over Hull, an Arsenal loss, 2-1 to Stoke of all teams, and a Liverpool loss as their insane luck finally ran out, 2-1 to Spurs thanks to a last minute Pavlyuchenko goal (I actually didn't have to check how to spell his name, LOL).I won't go into the details, but this means that United are in the top four again, and Le Arse look in danger of doing a Liverpool and dropping out of the race before the midway point. Liverpool finally got what they deserved, but Chelsea are as rampant as ever. Much as it pains me to say it, I think Chelsea have got this season's title in the bag. They just don't look like dropping points against any of the smaller clubs, and I think they'll be good enough to come out of all the Big Four games with at least more than half the points available from those matches.Well, back to my boring life. Stayed at home the whole day yesterday, trying to work my mind around my current conundrum. As we all know now, that didn't help much. My brain was working in insane overdrive too, being very unreasonable on a number of things. My (temporary) solution? Go for a run.I've been trying to lose some weight in recent weeks (only started 3 weeks ago or so), jogging/running in the park near my home whenever I can. I haven't been able to squeeze in much exercise in the past week due to all the commitments in school draining my mental energy, but I usually try to jog/run as much as I can. I needed to expend some cooped up 'frustration energy', if you know what I mean (no, not the sexual kind you dirty bastards :P), and just decided to do so by running.My stamina has improved quite abit from when I first started, and I was able to just flat out sprint a few times without getting spent. By the end of the run, I felt slightly better. Sometimes, you just need something primal to let out your frustrations. Shouting at nothing in particular, sprinting flat out to 'release yourself', whatever.Still, it's only a temporary measure at best. I do feel better now than I did yesterday, but the negative feelings aren't all gone yet. I have no idea whatsoever what'll it'll take to expel these feelings, but I'll just keep living my life and hope karma works out.Here's hoping for a better week ahead!