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Winston Zhang
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
08:47:00
well, here i am!
just woke up to the news that Kalou gave Chelsea a 1-0 win in the 92nd minute. !#%Y # %$ man. never mind, 5 more wins, and we're there. i was abit worried when Derbyshire scored for Blackburn, but once Scholes scored, i somehow had the feeling that we would win after all. i didn't expect 4-1, i was thinking something more along the lines of 2-1, 3-1, but i'll take whatever result, so long as it's a win, heh.
well, yesterday. nothing too much happened. went to band prac in the afternoon, nothing of serious note happened. after band prac, i went with the guys to McDonalds. after a little while Eugene and Brandon left to hand out flyers for their old tuition teacher, a job of sorts. anyway, only Shi Zheng, Shao Jie and Hazmei were left in the place. i've had quite a few talks about the band with other people, like Eugene and James and Benjamin, but this is the first time i've ever had such an in depth talk, almost an 'analysis', with these guys about the band. it was really interesting stuff, it was.
that was it for my day.
oh. BT was listing the number of practices left till SYF, and i was suddenly hit with the speed of it all. not so much about SYF being close, i knew that and have been subconciously mentally prepared for some while already, but rather about the fact that in just 4 more full band practices, and 1 SYF performance, my official tour of duty as a band member is finished. i can't believe it. seems only yesterday i stepped into the band. with a blink of an eye, i've already known people like James, Benjamin and Clarissa and so on and so forth for 3 1/2 years. i. cannot. believe. it. honestly.
of course, i'll come back for things like Balloon Hat Fest and POP, definitely, but this is really 'whoa.' to me. still remember everything man. first band prac. sectionals with Glenn. JBF. the band camp which changed my life. my first juniors (the current sec3s). SYF 2005. going into the doldrums over band. Thailand. becoming extremely dedicated to the band. March concert with Wat Suthi. first instance of my extreme (at times) un-sociability. taking over as BMA. struggling like a dog. almost going into depression. finally relinquishing the role to concentrate on my section. various troubles with the section. realizing what kind of person i actually am. 'reformatting my system', changing the way i did things so as to get maximum yield from minimum change of my character. bringing my section up. preparing for March 4th 2007 concert. and we come to preparing for SYF 2007.
that's basically a brief overview of my band life. all the events which affected me as a person, all the influential events. band has changed me. for the better? i think so. i'm very much different from alot of people. alot of people don't see people like me alot, hence they don't understand, and what you don't understand, you tend to reject. i think i've said this before. goddamn idiots. be compromising. i accept all views, even if i may disagree with some. 'To Each His Own' is a good phrase to apply to handling people. never ever expect anyone to be how you want him/her to be. Never.
i've said before. My Style Will Bear Fruit. and i don't ever fucking intend to back down on that statement. now if only people could be more compromising. HAH. not gonna happen, man. but i'll take things as they come, accept people for who they are, at the expense of myself. seriously though, fuck the idiots who don't understand me yet turn hostile just cos i'm different.
anyhoo. 4 more practices. my god. can't believe it.