man, today was the bomb man lol.


morning was routine, chinese tuition. after i came back, my bro took me out for lunch. had pizza, that was nice man lol.


went for alumni band prac after that, it was okay i guess, nothing special happened. after prac, went to play football. i did score a goal i am quite happy with, cos of the finish, but after that my game went downhill. thoroughly unhappy with my performance.


in any case, after playing, we went to Nonya Wok, then Mac, to have dinner and to discuss some stuff lol. i might as well elaborate. me and the guys, we're going to Sizzlers tomorrow for dinner, to celebrate the coming of the new year. through past experience, we know that if only us guys went, it would be boring, heh. so we decided to ask some girls along lol (don't think too far, only as friends haha). we've managed to get them already, though there was some difficulty initially.


here's where all the stupid stuff starts. even in Mac, we were playing some card games and making some stupid jokes. once out of Mac, Eugene started talking about Power Rangers lol. we joke and joke and joke and listed out all the different aspects of an average episode (if u think about it, all episodes of the original series follow a regular pattern lol), and basically just laughing our asses off. we decided to take a cab to Tommy's house, and in it, we started joking about Ultraman lmao. Eugene made that sound Ultraman always makes when he attacks, and we were talking about his attacking posture and the blinking light on his chest when he's about to die lol. laughing like stupid idiots in the cab la, i wonder what the driver thought of us lol.


when we got there, we decided to hang around the playground at the back, which is basically a rope course, if u know what i mean. for some reason, we started to climb it, and oddly enough, it was damn fun la lol. i guess we all have no childhoods. we also found this 'swing', or rather a mini flying fox, and we started playing with it so much lol. it's really fun la hahahah.


man, today was FANTABULOUS man lol. so much laughter and fun. man, these days don't come along much. but i guess it's cos of that very reason, that we treasure those days so much more.


thanks guys, today was great. i'll see u guys tml then =)




Anonyman!

wow...what a flurry of things.


in between my last post and this one, i've helped several people in several ways already. it's all really surreal. i mean, not to say that i don't usually help people, but for so many in such a small space of time...that's not common, not common at all.


i think it was like...4 people. and what's more, all in the same night. haha, real crazy stuff. of course, i don't mind at all, every single one of them is a dear friend, but, still, i have to reiterate, it was really weird switching from one convo to another and helping each of them in their very different problems.


anyhoo, i just came back from band. something wrong with my chops. i hope it heals by the next prac. this problem causes me to not be able to play higher notes AND makes me get tired easily. damn fucked up la. i really am quite pissed at this 'condition' i have at the moment. oh well. i guess i just gotta give it some time to heal or something.


that's my day, basically. very mundane stuff, so i won't go into it. if anything interesting happens, i'll post it of course.


till next time then




Anonyman!



not that i've been sad or anything in recent days, but i have to say:


For the first time in quite some time, I am at peace with myself and with the world around me. At the moment, I'm as positive as positive can be.


i suppose this is cos i've laid to rest one of the things which has been, subconciously, bothering me for some time. it's a bittersweet thing; there are times i like it and want it, there are times i could do without it.


it's a difficult emotion to express. i'm just feeling so much at peace with myself, which is really all that matters to me. i've sorted out things i needed to sort out in my head and my heart, i've set my priorities straight, and i'm feeling really optimistic about things and the direction my life is taking.


life is friggin' sweet at the moment. hahah




Anonyman!

i sometimes do wonder.


how will i react after the results of next year's SYF is announced.


no so much regarding what we'll get, cos i'm pretty confident we have the shit to be good. rather, i'm wondering how my body will react to the result. right now i'm thinking either gold or GWH. personally i wouldn't settle for anything less. not after what i've been through with the band.



you know what, i might as well take this time to thank my seniors, seeing as they're as good as gone now, maybe only coming back occassionally at best.



First of all, my section seniors. Glenn, you were the first person i knew in the section. you were my first SL. looking back now, i guess u didn't have much of an idea how to approach teaching me, me being so freakin' quiet and all and u being the noisy and boisterous fella u are haha. nevertheless, i'm forever appreciative of all that you've done for me. you're the guy who taught me how to play man! i still remember JBF, u were so nervous for me, highlighting my scores till it looked like SYF scores lol, and during the JBF itself i heard that u were sooooooo nervous sitting there, cos i was your only junior, and i had a few solos to play at that too. thanks for everything man, for all the laughs especially.


Liangyun. my god, even up till now i think ur the person in the section who i'm closest to. i suppose it must've been the SYF period. we both played 3rd, we had to work together so much, and i think that just set us up. you're really one funny guy, though u don't look like one at first, and when i was Sec1 i hardly ever saw u lol. SYF just totally changed things man. i'll never forget those days. furthermore, u weren't all about fun and games either. when u had to work, u did. and i humbly thank you for all ur little talks to me when i was having problems at the beginning of my time as SL, as well as all those times trying to teach me to play better. thanks man, really thanks so much.


Yu Qing. superwoman. lol. u also have done alot for me, and for the section as a whole. u've sacrificed sooo much for the section, and we had some nice chats too. besides playing, u've really always been there for me in personal stuff. always available for a chat and to give advice and stuff. also, u have an uncanny ability to guess who i like, lol. i'll be honest, there was a point of time when i was sick of ur sectional teaching style, but i guess that was just because u were under pressure from the powers that be. for all that u've done for the section, u really are a fantastic person. superwoman. lol. no other one word can describe u as well as that one.



other seniors now. truth be told, i think there's only one person. Eugene doesn't really count, heh, he's still around. i'll write him a tribute at the end of next year lol. so, obviously, there's only Tommy Wong Yong Ping left lol.


u know, there's just been too many things. and it's odd, cos we've only really been hanging out and talking to each other since around the end of last year, yet i have so much to thank you for. when i was BMA, i struggled like mad, but u (and junxian too, actually) were always there to give an encouraging word. i could tell that after the first one or two talks u were fed up already, but yet u continued. dedication at its best. and besides that, u were (and still are) always so fulla shit lol. tag-teaming to dig info out of a certain someone about a certain someone else (2 groups of girls! lol), ji xiao-ing people, gossiping etc etc etc. so much man. and not just the high times. all the low times too. u've got ur troubles, i've got mine, and we just poured them all out to each other when we couldn't take it any longer. i'm really glad i have u and eugene around. i'd be dead by now if i didn't. ur just the right combination of stupid and mature, the kind of people i like to be around with. there are just way too few of those around nowadays though, and i'm just glad i managed to find such a friend in u. cheers mate.




well. i guess that's all. next year i guess i'll have more to write heh. i'm off to prepare for alumni band now, cheerio!




Anonyman.

well then. it was the band christmas party today.



i really don't have much to say (don't get me wrong, it wasn't bad, i just really don't have much to say lol), but...well, the point of the song, i suppose, was to bond the people in the band. i'm already 100% for the band, i'm cool with that. i do hope it works for those not as committed.



as for my section, i know i don't show it alot, in fact, i appear to be an uncaring arsehole heh. but do realise that u guys mean everything to me. ur just about the only thing i'm doing right nowadays. my studies is in the shits, the relationship side of my life can be described with one word - nonexistent -, so yeah, u guys mean the world to me, and i will not let the section fall, not under my charge or the guy's after me, or for as long as i can, for that matter. so...i may appear uncaring, but i'm always thinking of the welfare of the section as a whole. love u guys man, merry christmas heh.



Clarissa got me the LED ZEPPELIN GREATEST HITS ALBUM OMFG HELL YEAH WOOT. lol. most of u out there wouldn't recognise the value of such a gift, but for those true followers of rock, u know this is the mondo big time we're talking about here. i thanked u through sms, i thanked u on ur tagboard, i'm thanking u again here. thanks so much Clair, this is well and truly, FREAKIN' AWESOME. lol.



well, i guess that's all for now. i'll see u guys again soon.




Anonyman!

well, past the sickness and i'm back, though not at 100% yet.



past 2 nights i've had pretty serious coughing problems, and that in turn has affected my throat. a bit raw-feeling now. but, at least i'm not feeling shitty anymore. for the benefit of the guys out there who don't know what i was down with, it was stomach problems, vomitting and diarrhoea. and it hit me at 3 in the morning. isn't that positively marvelous!


spent the whole of monday lying around, not eating a thing, and (at least) watching the new season of Family Guy i got in Thailand, season 4. not as 'laugh-out-loud' funny, but then again that's maybe cos i watched the best of the jokes on youtube before, took the sting out of them a bit, i guess. but still good, nevertheless. the A-Team episode was the absolute best.


yesterday just hung around the house, playing more of the new games i got in Thailand. tried downloading the patch for FM2007 AGAIN, but it still cocked up in the end, and i'm not gonna bother with it anymore. what do i care if Chelsea spend 53m pounds on Kaka(they actually did, in my game)? it's not my money they're using, and so long as it stays that way, that's ok in my book.


later in the day, around 5, 6 something, the usual guys came over to play. Tommy did some stupid stuff but i won't say what he did lol. Eugene and james just played the PS2, and james was so engrossed with playing football against retards (15-0!) lol. we had dinner at J8 before coming back to play for a little while more, then they went off.


that's pretty much it for my past 2 days. i might be going to school later, maybe. would be nice to spend more time with the mates again, considering i was out of the country for such a long time (i know, it's not really THAT long, but to me it was pretty long).



well, i guess that's it for this post. nth much, really. gawd, i hate these kind of posts, those that just narrate everything that has happened. brainless, and quite pointless too. as i said before, i'll try my darndest to avoid making these kind of posts, but i gotta have an off-day every now and then, eh? hahaha, here's hoping the next one will be better then.




Anonyman!

hey guys, i'm back.



somewhat knackered, i am, heh. maybe cos i wasnt used to the hotel beds or smth, i didn't get that much sleep. sufficient to sustain me through the day, but feeling tired throughout.



shopping and eating and shopping and eating and shopping and eating (do i sound like that old hong kong tourism advert? heh). that sums up my trip, mostly. boring, but did get the stuff i wanted, as well as stuff for some people. one day was set aside for sightseeing with the brother and his girlfriend though. but there was tons of walking involved and we didn't see that much anyway, so, yea, tiring stuff.



well, at least now i've got enough games to last me a long time. FM2007 alone is gonna manifest my life for quite abit now, lol. i'm really happy with my haul, got some good stuff. my bro also got some TV series, like the 4th season of Family Guy, for example, so, entertainment-wise, i'm set for about a year, at least. lol. i also got some clothes for myself, and a new bag. well actually, clothes-wise i only got a jacket, 2 t-shirts and a pair of jeans, but considering who i am, that's already quite a big haul. lol.



well, i'm tired as heck. tomorrow morning have sectionals. maybe i'll come a little later, see how it goes. seeya guys




Anonyman!

about you
-You are an Analyst
-Your attention to detail, confidence, sense of order, and focus on functionality combine to make you an ANALYST.
-You are very curious about how things work, delving into the mechanics behind things.
-Along those lines, how well something works is usually more important to you than what it looks like.
-You find beauty and wonder mainly in concrete, functional, earthly things.
-You are very aware of your own abilities, and you believe that you will find the best way of doing things.
-Accordingly, problems do not intimidate you, as you believe in yourself.
-You trust yourself to find solutions within the boundaries of your knowledge.
-You don't spend a lot of time imagining how things could be different—you're well-grounded in the here-and-now.
-It is important for you to follow a routine, and you prefer the familiar to the unknown.
-You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.
If you want to be different:
-Try to embrace the imaginative, creative part of your personality more often.
-Try moving beyond the things that you find comfortable—open yourself up to a broader range of experiences.
how you relate to others
-You are Generous
-Your awareness of those around you, along with your nuanced perceptions of the world at large, makes you the GENEROUS person that you are.
-You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be—you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.
-You are excited and energized by ideas and often enjoy things more through observation than through experience.
-This tendency gives you an appreciation for different perspectives and opinions about the world.
-Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately-this is something that happens more slowly for you.
-Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.
-Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.
-You value spending time alone—it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering you.
-You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.
If you want to be different:
-Given how attuned you are to others' thoughts and feelings, you might find that trusting people more is a way to broaden your perspective even further.
-While you know how much can be learned from observing the world around you, remember that much of life can be lived by experiencing it, not just by understanding it.



well, i just took that particular test (i won't call it a quiz, it's more...professional. lol), and i'll have to say, it's all pretty damn true. if any of u people who read my blog are confused as to what sort of person i am (withdrawn individual that i am), u can read the results, with marginal results. i'm still mysterious in my own way, and i'd like to keep it that way.




well, turns out THIS is my last post before flying off. heh. cya dudes when i get back on Sunday evening!






Anonyman!

i'm so bored nowadays that i'm turning on GTA: Vice City on the PS2 not to play, but rather to listen to the awesome radio stations lol. i've already 'finished' VCPR, Flash FM and Emotion 98.3 lol.



the songs really are quite fantastic, really. i suppose it's cos the game's set in the 80's, 1986 to be exact. and if u get tired with the music (which is very difficult to do lol), u can always listen to VCPR or KChat, the talk-show stations. friggin funny stuff. for example, on VCPR, where they discuss 'issues', they had a nudist guest on one of the shows lol. ahh, one can't possibly describe the shows and give it the right and just amount of credit at the same time, u gotta hear it for urself.



well, in other news, i'm leaving the country tomorrow. while it's the same ol', same ol', in terms of experience and place, i can't wait to shop hahah. does this sound odd coming from a 100% guranteed straight male? hahah, i suppose it does. but the prices there are awesome-ly low, and i need to get clothes and a bag, but most importantly, GAMES. hahahah



well...guess this would probably be my last post before i F.O (fly off heh). maybe one tml morn or tonite, if i find the need to, but i don't think i will la. ciao for a while mateys!




Anonyman!




PS i'm getting stuff for maybe 2 or 3 ppl only i guess. we'll leave it at that.

you know, i can't believe it (or can i?), but Racer X is totally owning my listening time now! my $43.00 was money well spent, i have to say.



every single song (especially Techinal Difficulties, Miss Mistreater, 17th Moon, Scarified and Phallic Tractor) is hitting me in a good way. the guitar is absolutely freakin' awesome (but then, what do u expect, it's freakin' Paul Gilbert man!), the drums produce a fantastic driving beat and/or rhythm, and the singing...is very reminsicent of Axl Rose at his best, or a more refined (and not so retarded) Jim Gillette (lead singer of an old band called Nitro. rubbish, they are.).




Van Halen's Jamie's Cryin' is doing well to eat into the current faves, and so is Poundcake, adding on to the old Van Halen favourites, of course. for some reason my brother says the name Van Halen reminds him of hernia, so he calls them Van Hernia, for joke's sake. hahaha, i know, kind of lame, but there u have it.




well, nothing much else has been happening in my life, save for the fact that i'm leaving the country for Thailand on wed. anyone want anything, let me know, but then again, i'm only buying for a few people. sorry la, but if i bought something for everyone i a) wouldn't have any money for myself and b) as a consequence of a), would be very sad. lol. but just tell me if u guys want anything, just don't be disappointed if i don't get u anything. i warned u! don't come bitching to me if ur not happy! hahahaha




well, there u go, my post for today (unless something interesting happens later, then i might post on it. unlikely for anything to happen though =/). boring, ain't it? nothing to say, that's why.



OH YA. just remembered. Chelsea drew with Arsenal! although i would've preferred a win for Arsene's men, a draw is good enough. this means Man Utd are 8 points ahead and having played just one game more than Chelsea. good good. even if Chelsea won their game in hand, we'd still have a 5 point lead. awwwwweeeeessooooooome. hope Utd can keep up their good form for the rest of the season, i'm (and i'm sure, Utd fans all over the world) missing the Premier League trophy being in the Utd trophy cabinet.




well, till next time homies




Anonyman!

Artist: Guns N' Roses

Song: Welcome To The Jungle

Welcome to the jungle
We got fun 'n' games
We got everything you want
Honey we know the names
We are the people that can find
Whatever you may need
If you got the money honey
We got your disease

Chorus:
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your knees, knees
I wanna watch you bleed

Welcome to the jungle
We take it day by day
If you want it you're gonna bleed
But it's the price you pay
And you're a very sexy girl
Who's very hard to please
You can taste the bright lights
But you won't get them for free

In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
I, I wanna hear you scream

Welcome to the jungle
It gets worse here everyday
Ya learn ta live like an animal
In the jungle where we play
If you got a hunger for what you see
You'll take it eventually
You can have anything you want
But you better not take it from me

Chorus

And when you're high you never
Ever want to come down, so down, so down, so down
YEAH!
You know where you are
You're in the jungle baby
You're gonna die
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
It's gonna bring you down!
Ha!






i think i might've said this before, somewhere else, but this song, besides being pure genius in a music sense, is also really true. at the moment, if i (or just about any other teenager) were to apply it to my life, it would definitely be an exaggeration, but it still rings true. it could be used as a metaphor to describe our lives.




of course, i approach life in a far more positive way then one would if one faced the shit the song talks about, but this song provides an 'underlying logic',of sorts, as to how i approach my life. while initially the song might (if u believe in it the way i do) leave u a cynic (towards life in general), if u are able to apply it accordingly towards ur life, well, i don't know about u, but it works great for me. i'm positive as they come, but i always have the knowledge of the darker side of life.




up there is a pretty poor description of my view of life and how the song would apply to it, but there really aren't any words to describe what this song provides to my soul. most people would probably be unable to see things the way i do, so of course, this post is far from trying to get other people to think the way i do, but perhaps it would give u food for thought, at the very least.




personally i feel this post is extremely disorganized lol, but should be understandable enough for the masses to get it(i hope).





till next time dudes and dudettes







Anonyman!

god, i really hope it works this time.





well, today was the same old, same old, band prac kinda day. got there in the morning at 9 and just plain practicing all the way till the evening. nothing much really happened, save for the fact that just 2 days after getting the CDs, 2 Racer X songs have already got me hooked, Technical Difficulties (the album title track), and Miss Mistreater. awesome drums and of course, god-like guitar. am i glad i got this CD.





well, that's all, really. tomorrow, tuition in the morn and then alumni band in the afternoon. i'm so tired right now, feel like just sleeping all the way till tomorrow. don't think i will though lol. ah hell, see how it goes.





Ciao mates





Anonyman

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,041,000

Your EQ is 160

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

haha i'm bored again. then again, these quizzes really are quite intriguing. so far, i've found them all to be pretty true too.

well, till next time fellow plebeians (i think i am one lol)!

Anonyman!

ok, here i am!




just totally revamped my iPod. it's more rock now than ever before, though of course there are still the essential elements of easy listening, jazz and band songs.




today spent the day with tommy and eugene. we went to several places in singapore, and at the HMV in the Heeren shops i got 3 CDs. Velvet Revolver's Contraband, Van Halen's The Best of Both Worlds (a greatest hits album), and the piece de resistance, Racer X's Technical Difficulties. the CDs cost me a bomb, $76.90 to be exact. Technical Difficulties on its own cost $43.00. call me mad, but i think this is all daaaaaaamn worth my money, or rather my mum's money. she gave me so much! i have since uploaded all the songs into my iTunes library, it's now fatter than before and i'm actually really proud of it.




anyhoo, we spent the rest of the day walking around quite aimlessly, haha. went to check out vivocity, and although, yea, it's big and new, there really isn't anything to catch my attention. i suppose, going to shopping centres must go with some female friends, then can. 3 guys? go there and stone only hahaha.





we went to the serangoon area and sat down and had some soya bean water while we rested in the place (N&B's snacks, i think that's what the shop is called. u might have heard of it). it started to rain soon after, and we were stranded. moved to the mac next door, and tommy and i began talking about football and studies (sorry eugene, u must have been damn bored). after discussing with him, i think i'm better off pursuing an education in the arts. maybe journalism is up my street. i was never much of a science guy anyway. thanks for the insights, tommy. cleared my mind alot, regarding my future.




we went to have dinner at one of the coffeeshops near tommy's house, before getting some snacks and heading to his house. the poolside area was still wet from the earlier downpour, so we went up to his unit. we watched the 2nd part of, what's it called, 'Winners and Sinners'? i think that's it. i never got round to watching the 2nd part till now, and it's HILARIOUS. damn funny, especially the fighting part. after a little while CS and Daowei dropped by. we watched a little of 'Rob-B-Hood' or however u spell it. ok la, not bad, but after the laughs of 'Winners and Sinners', 'Rob-B-Hood' just felt so-so.





by this time it was close to 11, and eugene and i decided to split. while waiting for the bus we had a small discussion about the next-gen (game) consoles. i had gotten a copy of the Singapore version of Electronic Gaming Monthly, u see, and that sparked off the discussion.




well, here i am now, back at home, tired but happy. it was a pretty fun day. thanks guys. particularly pleased about my CD haul. lol




ok then, i'll see u guys when i see u.




Cheerio!





Anonyman!

time for a massive overhaul of my ipod! all songs will be removed and i will revise my selection again. will be done by tonight.



all i can say for my new ipod selection is that it will be more ROCK! hahaha.



will update later about my day, seeya in abit!




*construction in progress*





Anonyman!

alrighty then, i'm back. this time, a proper post, not one chockful of those quizzes and almost no original content of my own haha



well, today was supposed to meet the section, but i didn't have enough money, and i had some stuff to do anyway. running on a shoestring budget sucks ass. sry guys, some other time. you guys should know me well enough to leave me be anyway. although might sound a tad rude here, i comply to ur whims and fancies every prac and sectionals, and i feel it would only be fair for u guys to do the same for me, and even then only on these few days. in any case, i'll try to make it the next time. i'm sure i don't need to do such things for u guys to understand how i feel about u all. i'm not so...superficial, and i hope u guys arent either.




well, there isn't much to say. i cleared up my stuff, and got my ez-link card topped up again. had just about a dollar left in it before my mum did another one of her massive top-ups and gave me $40 in my card lol. the last time she gave me close to $50 lololol. saves both her and i the hassle of frequent trips to the mrt station to top up, i suppose.



yep, that's all i suppose. pretty dull, eh? haha, hopefully it'll get better in the near future.




oh yeah, just to remind u guys, i'll be out of the motherland from Dec 13-17. i'm off to Bangkok, Thailand (again!). will be boring, experience-wise, but the main attraction for me this trip will be the cheap-as-hell shopping and the glorious, glorious food. anyone can recommend any good PS2 and PC games? besides the obvious FM2007, of course. if anyone has any ideas, tag me board or drop me a msg or whatever.




ok mates, seeya again soon



'who's got a girl who loves CHOW MAN!' hahahahahhahahahaha






Anonyman!

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

You Have Low Self Esteem 12% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

You Are 76% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

You Are 80% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

Your Taste in Music:

80's Rock: High InfluenceClassic Rock: High Influence80's Alternative: Medium Influence80's Pop: Medium Influence90's Alternative: Medium Influence

Your Life is 71% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.Your caring personality really shines through.Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listenOr lend a shoulder to cry onYou're there through thick and thinMany people consider you their "best friend"!

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Sensing

You are: Responsible, ethical, and trustworthyLoyal, with a sense of roots in your communitySomeone who treasures and remembers the pastAdverse to surprises and the unknown

You Are 84% Grown Up, 16% Kid

Your emotional maturity is fully developed, and you have an excellent grasp on your emotions.In fact, you are so emotionally mature - you should consider being a therapist!

well, i was bored, and i needed something to get my mind of other stuff anyway. might do a few more of these from time to time, just for the hell of it. cheers mates.

Winston.

Honesty
by Billy Joel

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you
I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know
When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the only one that I depend on
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you




describes everything to an absolute tee man.




Winston.


well. i'm glad that's over. still can't believe it though.



for all our soul's sakes, i do hope the estimated conclusion is correct. it's the lesser of two evils.



i should stick to my zi-bi style of music music music, via my ipod. also, football. no repercussions.





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